Hey guys, it's like 5 in the morning where I am, so if this is hard to understand I apologize. Anyway, recently I got pulled back into writing for a forum I used to RP for, and they want me to run a storyline. Cool, right?

*sigh* so theres this girl that sits behind me in 3D modeling, ive seen her around before and ive had a previous class with her. But for some reason im feeling more and ore attracted to her each day. Shes small with short hair, pretty face, very quiet, she looks really sweet and innocent. But the problem im faceing is should I make an attempt to talk to her.

Many people say that we can’t live without love. Personally, I think that love is overrated, but who am I to judge?

Alrighty guys. Been back a bit, seen some writings of you fine denizens, and I'm ready to dust off the old pencil... erm, keyboard, and start writing my own stuff again. Only problem is...

Its funny how draining depression can be. Ive been in it multiple times in my life and like all the other times nobody ever knew i was even depressed at all. that's because I put on a mask that no friend or parent can see trough.A mask that shows some happy go lucky guy that has no worry in the world.

I am a woman who just recently got divorced.  I kept thinking I was divorced.  I signed the papers, no that doesn't do it.  I have a case number, no that doesn't do it.  The judge signed the documents, technically yes, but not quite.  I got the official copy of the divorce paperwork, I think it counts now.

So here I am sitting at my computer one day (that day was yesterday acctually) and suddenly I had the overwhelming desire to write.  "Well crap," my brain blerts out, "I need to find my word so I can at least check my spelling."  A day latter ...

First, I'm going to point out that I wanted to use the script(superscript?) for squared, the tiny little 2 above and at the end of defeatist but I didn't know how to do it.

Update 3: Reworte the first two paragraphs to sound considerably better. Thanks to flickeringfairy  for her help on them.

Falling in love is more hassle then I ever want to have in my life. I hate the part that comes when love begins to crack. I can't deal with heartache. I never want to feel it again. It is an unwelcome guest I would gladly slam my door on, if it were possible to do so.

Some sayings/quotes/things on my mind I want to share. VERY big variety of topics in this..Just saying.

Sayings:

You don't know what you have until its gone.

Yeah not kidding on that one are they?
When I was a kid I never appreciated the simplicity of my ignorance. Now I miss it.

I want to find strength

Strength and confidence which I wont find messing around at school or at home.

I want to be apart of something bigger, something that matters, something that may change the way the world works. Our flawed world.