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trust?
How can anyone trust anyone? Do we just know, instinctively, what people in our lives are trustworthy. Who do we deem worthy of our secrets and our feelings and insight to our lives. Can we really trust no one? If that is the case, I am truly frightened for I have given my secrets and feelings and insight far too easily.
How can I not? Eager ears make excellent company for an eager mouth.
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sex games
I'm only 19; this makes me young, naive, and utterly ignorant to the ways of the opposite sex. Everyone says, "That boy only got one thing on his mind...and it starts with s." It actually took me forever to get what word started with an "s" that boys were always thinking about. But I recently met this guy, the kind of guy whose smart, funny, an artist. Someone you might swoon over- well someone I might swoon over. We hit it off.

And then I showed interest, maybe too much interest. Saying hello, wanting to hang out, telling him he was beautiful.

When I admire something I stick to it; I praise it, I nurture it, I defend it. Whatever IT may be. And I suppose to the opposite sex affection is a turn off.

Simple matter; I was invested and he wasn't. And it hurt...like a bitch. Found out later he was talking to some girl who was willing to love him...physically and without love.

The indifference that I showed him after was just a facade, just a game.
Like the game he introduced me to.

And you know what, he had the nerve to do? He had the nerve to want me when I was done. The opposite sex shouldn't play games.

The outcome is a language of jumbled commotion and no honesty.

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absence
I joined this site too many months ago. I posted one writing. And afterwards all inspiration was lost.

Then I wondered; how many people just lose inspiration, a craving, a love for something? I wondered if it was true, what they say, about depression and great writing. Did I want to do something drastically depressing to gain inspiration, that craving, and that love for writing I had once back?

Then I realized my writing was a reflection of all things in my small life; all the small things I crave and all the local gods I love. And that the reason for my lapse of creativity was the fact my eyes had not been open to see the possibilities. My mind had not been open to appreciate these wondrous events in my world. My heart had not been open to accepting the feelings that could have helped my writing.

And just like that....it all came back. I bought a new book and I wrote in it; filled the pages. I giggled like a school girl, I bitched like an unloved housewife, I loved like a voluptuous women with long legs, I talked like a replica of bond, and every time i wrote in my little journal, i was happier.

I knew why I had loved writing in the first place; it filled a void, it put me at ease, it was beautiful no matter how atrocious it was and the paper never screamed at me or told me I wasn't good enough. I am never content after i write; I am restless and childishly, indulgently, selfishly happy.

And that is why i continue to write.
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08/09/2010 15:49
Now let's aim for ten-thousand. Wink

08/09/2010 13:07
GG, now we can haz nice things.

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1000... we just hit 1000!

05/09/2010 16:31
Wow, I've been absent a week and we have at least two new members! Welcome!

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Glad to be of some inspiration. Smile

04/09/2010 18:43
Okay, two of us have taken a stab at james posting, 'A Hero As Lover.' Any other takers?

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Its okay, Don. Someone has to put them there. I gain solace from the fact I can blame someone. To whom does your finger point, my mentor of mirth?

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Oh, great, Verm, putting an idea in Rob's head. Shock

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Work is boring; it's what we have to do. Shock

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school is boring

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