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So I'm lying here in bed, trying to sleep, and letting my mind wander. The main thought I'm having, undisclosed so that I don't get embarrassed, and...it changes. It doesn't do what I want it to. I know what I want it to, but I can't get it to work right. After trying half a dozen times, trying to force it work, I get frustrated and irritated and just give up. While this recent thing is still fresh, I'm now remembering when these types of things started and what it was.

I believe I was in fourth grade when it first happened. My thought was, randomly, putting a disk in a tray. To this day, I can't imagine myself putting a disk in any retractable tray (I.e. a computer or game system). Every time the disk closes the distance the tray closes without any interaction. No matter how hard I try, I can't get the disk in. Most of the time, I just have to skip ahead and act like it's in there.

This is a pretty random blog, but it infuriates me that I can't think what I want to think. I don't know if this is just me or if it happens to everybody.

Still ticked.